Monday, December 8, 2014

SYG

"It's a revelation, a moment of clarity." I love how sometimes things become clear and my mind opens up to these epiphanies out of nowhere. These epiphanies often come with a change of attitude which admittedly is often short lived, but I don't really care right now because I'm going to indulge in this moment. The here and now is fleeting, my friends, and we mustn't take it for granted. Anyway, I really need to sleep. It's a big week and I'm already starting it off with a sleep deficit. Paid fitting for an HBO show tomorrow, work, exam, class, people to see, filming on Weds-Fri for the show, etc. And I fucked up my knee at Trash Talk on Saturday, so I gotta take care of that. This isn't that coherent, I know. Don't worry about it. I'm not. I'm glad that my cousin was able to make it down for Basel and I was able to show him some amazing things. I love that guy. Finally, I've got dreams and I'm fighting for them. They come into fruition little by little everyday. Just wait for it.

Tuesday, October 7, 2014

Fo-cus!

I've been up since 5am trying to study, but I've been so incredibly distracted. I have too much on my mind, and it came out of nowhere. This sucks. I don't have an exam today, but still. Come on, Rick, FOCUS!

Edit: It's 9 till 3pm right now and I've literally been thinking about the same thing all day. The longer I think about it, the crazier my thoughts get. Can I get a muzzle for my mind, please? Like some eternal sunshine type shit? Damn.

Thursday, September 25, 2014

Número Uno

Honestly, I learned a lot from my last relationship. And even though it's been a year or so since it ended, I'm still learning from it. I just read something which made me think about all of this now. I think I was pretty immature in a number of ways (well, we both had our moments, but let's focus on my blunders for now), and I'm glad that I can look back and recognize that. The whole situation gave me a pretty clear picture on what to look for as well as what to look out for (red flags) as far as potential future relationships go. I feel like I've developed fairly good insight on the way that I should treat a person as well as the way that I should expect to be treated. I guess they call it "wisdom" haha. It would have been nice to have wisened up sooner, but I suppose it's better late than never. In any event, I'm not looking for anything right now; I honestly don't have the time nor the desire to dedicate to something long-term at the moment. For the time being, I'm going to continue to focus on número uno: me, myself, and I <3

Saturday, September 20, 2014

Gym Talk

As of today, my max squat and my max deadlift are both over 300 lbs. It would be amazing if I could get my bench up there too <3__<3